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Writer's Block: Practically amazing [
June 16th, 2011 | 11:34am
If you could have a power that helps you with day-to-day living, like the ability to always get a seat on the bus, what would choose, and why?

Always have perfect change in my wallet regardless of it was in there when I started shopping or not. helpful for me and for the friendly neighborhood cashier. 

January 17th, 2011 | 2:50pm
for as much as she stumbles - she's running.
for as much as she runs - she's still here.

February 11th, 2010 | 3:34pm

December 10th, 2009 | 4:44pm
I don't even know how to write on here anymore.

I have become so completely detached from self-reflection and introspection.

I can't help but feel it is better this way.

I don't know why.

But it must be.

It has to be.

I can't deal with any of the messes right now.

September 16th, 2009 | 4:40pm
I have been keeping my daily log, still. I just haven't been posting it.

People seemed to find it depressing.

I'm really okay, ya'll. <3

My daily log, however, is not very convincing proof.

I hate school.

April 23rd, 2009 | 11:15am
This burden may be more than I would like to bear
but it is LESS than I can take

April 1st, 2009 | 3:53pm
My phone played an April Fools joke on me today.
It decided to not have the alarm go off so I was fifteen minutes late for work.

Not okay, phone. Not okay.

March 25th, 2009 | 1:06pm
I love finding old mix tapes/CDs and rediscovering all the terrible music I used to obsess over.

March 18th, 2009 | 7:42am
You've seen the worst of me now
I'm all alone see?
You lost me somehow
And WHAT we're fighting for is (p e a c e)
Are you still in love with me,
Or someone else?

Well are you such a dreamer?
Put yourself in my shoes
Careful what you wish for love

I've seen the worst of you too
I LET IT GO see?
Because I have to
And when I'm falling on my knees
You'll ((take my hand)) in yours
What will be...
We'll be

Cause are you such a d r e a m e r?
Put yourself in my shoes
Careful what you wish for l<3ve

What's the matter with our ways
I'm missing something,
not to blame
But don't you worry,
this will pass
It's only cause my mind's been spinning
No control,
I've lost my head
All of this is JUST beginning
Not enough, it's never enough
I'll only want to keep on dreaming

Cause are you such a dreamer?
Put yourself in my shoes
Careful what you wish for LOVE

Writer's Block: Conchordance [
February 7th, 2009 | 12:35am
Who is cuter: Bret or Jemaine?

I just have to put this in my LJ since I've loved these guys for years and years and years and find it hilarious that people now actually know who they are.


and for the record, Bret without the beard. Jermaine whenever Bret has the beard. Bret with the beard looks too much like my brother.

February 4th, 2009 | 9:58pm
you already know how this will end

Irrational [
January 7th, 2009 | 5:06pm
I've never been big on *starry* eyes.

public announcement [
January 3rd, 2009 | 2:42pm
If you have ever though, even once, that I know what I am doing
you have never been more WRONG.

repostrepostrepost [
December 24th, 2008 | 10:49pm
[ mood | jubilant ]

There's magic in the air this evening
There's magic in the air.
The world is at her best you know when people love and care.
The promise of EXCITEMENT is one the night will keep.
After all - there's only one more sleep till Christmas.
The world has got a smile today
The world has got a g l o w.
There's no such thing as strangers when a stranger says "hello."
And EVERYONE is family.
We're having so much fun!
After all - there's only one more sleep till Christmas.
Tis the season to be jolly and joyous.
With a BURST of pleasure we feel it arrive.
Tis a season when the saints can employ us.
To spread THE NEWS about peace and to keep love alive.
There's something in the wind today that's GOOD for everyone.
Yes faith is in our <3s today.
We're shining like the sun.
And everyone can FEEL it.
The feeling's running deep.
After all - there's only one more sleep till Christmas.

After all - there's only one more sleep till Christmas day.

December 18th, 2008 | 5:16pm
Finals are typically difficult and draining, but this time around my brain feels like it is full of death.

put You on just like a wedding dres [
December 14th, 2008 | 10:42pm
[ mood | artistic ]

I don't know if this song/artist is on any of your radar, but they are beautiful. Such a powerful metaphor for so many things in our world today. Most prevalent to me is how we are the bride of Christ and we are so often unfaithful, but Christ still takes us in.

Derek Webb - Wedding DressCollapse )

i will make you hurt [
December 3rd, 2008 | 9:45pm
[ mood | perplexed ]

I am absolutely fascinated by the evolution of hurt.

How it goes from utter shock, to blistering rage, to fathomless sadness, to listless apathy, and then starts all over again. It continues in this round about way until it gradually lessens and then, finally, disappears. It is a cycle that I never fully understand even though I know the signs and the symptoms. I can feel it creep into my system but be completely helpless to fight it away.

It mystifies me.
It also makes me long for Christ to come and remove us from this world to a place where no hurt exists.

November 25th, 2008 | 9:20pm
[ mood | discontent ]

wish i had what i needed to be on my own
cause i feel SO defeated and i'm feeling alone
and it all seems so helpless and i have no plans
i'm a plane in the [[s u n s e t]] with NO WHERE to land

and though i see it could never make me happy
and all my sandcastles spend their time collapsing

let me know that you're near me
let me know your touch
let that be enough

[[ How much can one heart take?
Hopefully at least little more.

November 18th, 2008 | 1:55pm
Cold, cold water [[surrounds]] me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me NOW?
Or am I lost?

November 12th, 2008 | 3:10pm
down at the New Amsterdam
staring at this yellow hair girl
Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation
with a black haired flamenco dancer
you know [[she dances]] while her father plays guitar
she's SUDDENLY beautiful
and we all want something beautiful

man i wish i was beautiful.

i kind of feel like someone drop kicked my heart.

truth [
October 28th, 2008 | 10:26pm
"Life wouldn't be so HARD
if we didn't expect it
to be so easy."

October 14th, 2008 | 11:21pm
"To be nobody-but-yourself --
in a world which is doing its best,
night and day,
to make you everybody else --
means to FIGHT the hardest battle
which any human being can fight,
and never stop fighting."
[ - E. E. Cummings ]

c-c-c-c-c-controversial [
October 8th, 2008 | 10:39pm
this is war
every line is about who I don't want to write about anymore.
HOPE you come down with something they can't diagnose
don't have the cure for.

September 21st, 2008 | 10:39pm
A whole store laid off with a week's notice.


Doesn't he know we all have bills to pay?

God is providing already. Just this boss man's actions frustrate me.

details in the fabric [
September 18th, 2008 | 9:04pm
calm down.
deep breaths.
get yourself dressed
instead of running around
and pulling on your threads
and [ b r e a k i n g ] yourself up.

if it's a broken part - replace it.
if it's a broken arm - then brace it.
if it's a broken <3 - then face it.

and hold your own.
KNOW your name.
and go your own way.
hold your own.
know your name
and go your own way.
and everything will be fine.
everything in NO TIME at all

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